shout out to all my homies who also deal with their depression by trying to make people laugh a lot, because you think it’s the only way you can make any sort of happiness, that are really fucked up over this. this is hitting way too close to home and i fucking feel you

Mu said it perfectly. It’s raw. And a struggle to try and feel through all that while dealing with a loss. Everyone do your best to take care of yourselves, people.